Monday, September 04, 2006

Pixie to the USA


click on picture to enlarge...zhiling at custom checkpoint KLIA

It's been almost two weeks since Zhiling left for the states(21st August).The first two days were brutal...as she was on a flight and was uncontactable...i could only send my thoughts and wishes to the stars hoping that feelings can fly through the air and go fast enough to chase after a jet. When she finally got there and had the opportunity to call me i missed the call, cause I was in the cinema...and when i got news from her dad she called...I run out as fast of the cinema to call her back.Unfortunately, all I got was an answering machine as she was already in part of her orientation programme.

Honestly i have to say I miss the hugs, cuddles and kisses...but the relationship is going well. We exchange daily reports on email and lots of IDD phonecalls and have so many photos that physical touch is the only depreviation and if I can't live without that maybe I am just plain old 'ham-sup'(horny). But in short, I am happy as it seems like absence makes the heart grow fonder applies for us rather than 'Out of sight...out of mind'

Some of my friends say that long distance is hard...and if can go through...sure married one...well...errmmm....hmmm.... :)

Zhiling and I had a wonderful year together...in fact she left exactly a year after we first met.We were a couple after three months. Yes, many say the first year of a relationship is the sweetest...as the honey coated moon ferments and sours after that but honestly I really feel me and zhiling can be very happy together...we do have our misunderstandings which we call our 'knock head' moments but generally we do yearn for one another.

On my dates with zhi...I honestly rediscovered my childhood as she gave me a homelife...something missing in my relocation to KL city in persuit of my career.
With her, I have swept floors with panache, wash dishes with glee(dear...no this doesn't mean i wash all the dishes or sweep floors after we marry) eaten dinner with her family while watching her dad and grandma bicker on whether the soup is salty enough, walked a stubborn goat, brought a fussy cat to the vet, cycled around her neighbourhood picking wild berries, jungle trek in the rain and an assortment of genuine fun.

On my vacation with zhi, in barely a year we've covered kinabalu, redang, mallaca,ipoh and kuching, sarawak. We do alot of silly stuff on our travels.In redang we walked half way round the island at night and slept over at a beach chair at some other hotel before coming back in the morning...boy, were the hotel attendants at the place where we staying pissed...they thought we had died when our friends informed them that we never got back from our walk...in pedas,sabah...we realised that water rafting was not as fun as capsizing into the rapid and bodysurfing downstream...so while our mates stayed on the raft, we both fly off at any opportuinity...plop into the water together...experience a moment of darkness and sheer disorientation before finding one another's hand in the water...holding one another and re-emerging with a huge huge smile on our respective faces...in ipoh we got another reluctant to get wet couple(our friend and tour guides) into the water sat together in a waterfall just holding one another...

One tyre puncture, once out of petrol.Yup me and zhi were stranded by highway twice...and you know what...crazilly enough it was laughter all the way...at ourselves...at how silly we are...even though the puncture resulted in a missed flight.

No, we were not rich and many a times we travelled counting our budget...but it's the little stuff that were wonderful.Take cinema going for instance...we realise that it's much more fun to be both sharing warmth under a single sweater rather than wearing one each...so we thought why not bring a blanket to the cinema? And so we did...everytime.the ticket cost the same...but it was nice to hold her hands and rest our heads under a blanket and a movie.

Zhiling cannot be more attractive in the morning with a cranky'why do i have to wake up?' face, puss in her eyes, hair all tangled and with a sniff, a scent of sourish sweat .. but seriously...I almost don't want her to wash it off. Not that my fettish is unkept unwashed just awoke girl but it's nice to have someone so how you'd say...special in an ordinary way...but no...we don't sleep together...zhilling has her 'tight conservative code of i am cina and cannot until marry'. So it's on the floor for me or in her brother's room. But I do get a reward for sleeping on the floor...very early in the mornings i ussually get invited to hug her tightly, share kisses, sniff her hair and sometimes just lay together in a light sleep cuddling for an hour to two before we awake to greet the day. It was sheer bliss...but once...her dad walked in to wake her and i was like errmmmm....errmm...in a spoon position with her.No we're not naked...but I was still so afraid..I lay completely still pretending to be dead asleep...nothing happened.phew! :)

Zhi also needs lotsa coaxing before kisses but once entice...she'll kiss.Telling this to a friend...who sleeps over at her bf regularly she says...eh, all these are suppossed to be highschool fun and discoverieslah...I beg to differ...it's alot of fun as it is at my age...

But yeah...beside a recent rough patch...this pixie is very special to me and i do believe that the long distance will do us great. We have alot to catch up when she get back which will give us many stories to share...we will also also have time to grow without distraction from one another so that we can in turn enrich each other upon being reunited...

The last night I spent with her at her house...helping her tidy up her computer files...then her bedroom clutter...hurry I'd say as it's already two and her flight is at seven am. Please give me more time to sort she says saying that she's going through clearing what's really sentimental to her more reminiscing than sorting.

Yup, we have alot between us to reminice about too... we walked round and round the airport together like silly trying to dry tears after our 'goodbye, see you in two years'... before walking back to her parents...and so it came time...the last i saw of pixie was her waving at me from the passport checkpoint...

Well...I'll see her in two years tops...or maybe sooner if I can save enough to fly there for a holiday...now i am just hoping that no blonde guy with a thing for pixies comes near my pixie...

Yesterday...I couldn't reach her by email or phone...her area was hit by the tail end of a hurricane hitting the east side of the US...and sometimes ya...it's hard when you want to reach someone you care about for your own selfish needy reason when she's abroad...so all i can do is send my heart...

Dear...I love you.

17 comments:

zhiling said...

uurgghhh... *knock head* moment as only linus will understands why coz he's doing it on purpose ! is there any time that any of your bf drives u nuts but u can't really get mad at him coz u love him?

Linus Linnaeus said...

dear...your comments from msn are so much more fun...

take for example...

my dad reads ur blog... can take out certain part of how weshare our kisses and inimacy stuff? please? darling !! i'll be so embaress that my dad know all these !

dear... can take off the zhiling wake up moments??u dont need to tell the whole world hopw terrible i am when i wakes up !

and coaxing e to kiss part !!!!

how am i suppose to face my dad and your friends? or even my friends?!!!

u are very cute and highly desirable to me... but with u publishing our 'personal stuff' it drives me nuts !

:P I wrote in response...it is exactly the *shy* and blush feeling that will sweeten the relationship further...

Linnaeus

Bry™ said...

*Sigh*
How touching n sweet. Linus, sometimes I wish I was more like you in that way, but im just a lame ass keep things to myself kinda fella. Its nice the way you express yourself.

It can be kinda awkward and embarassing to have parents/siblings read blogs, but oh well :)

szehui the cupid said...

haha..i bet u r reli driving zl nuts man..lol..very touching n sweet but oso a bit over exposed rite?hehe..zl,now i noe all ur intimacy n mushi mushi stuff eh..kakaka..*evil laugh*

Linus Linnaeus said...

Sze hui...honestly...i think sharing this things will actually do our relationship good...say you're her friend and you tease her about it, wouldn't she be more reminded of all we've gone through and be more in love?

I do keep secrets...we have juicier private blogs too...

blush now zhi...

babyPup said...

err, save those 'juicy' ones for the private section k :P

I believe u both will come out stronger being apart. And u'l find time to remind urselves why u love each other so much.

Pixie, i can relate to the part about waking up in the mornings with half open eyes and messy hair. Actually, most guys don't say it , but it's the time when they are most comfortable with gals. Cos being able to share ur moments of 'unprincessness' makes us feel blessed that you gals trust us guys during ur moments of weakness.

hope i make sense :P

*me go chase tail now Wruff*

Dawn said...

cool pix! love 'em... and yup, i'm back in penang/kl now... for good this time :)

zhiling said...

dear.. next time... i'll refuse to write comments ... blah ! and yeah... i'm like bry, not a lame ass though , but someone who keep privacy to herself... and privacy means privacy lah!

and to babypup (dariel? is this how u spell your name?) yes i know, but linus need not tell the whole wide world?!! u try describing how allison looks when she wakes up and see whether she'll be please or not?!

Remy le Beau said...

awww.. this posting is so schweeet~! I totally agree with the "I am just plain old (horny)" part. Which man aren't! Haha...

But coaxing her to kiss?!! Oi, too much la! Ever heard of "dun kiss and tell"? Zhiling, faster come back and slap him! =รพ

Jaemy said...

OMG.
too much details...:)

But this blog entry was a joy to read! im risking my neck reading ur blog in my office when i should be rushing and completing work. Hehe. IF boss comes in to check on me i must immediately minimize this window man.

I got no internet at my new place yet la thats why..... once i got i start commenting kau kau!!

(thank god.. no sign of boss coming in yet...)

Linus Linnaeus said...

Dear Jaemy,

Thanks for your comments...
Are you zhiling's friend?
because she did tell me she have a friend jaemy...

thanks for your comments...I tried to go by and wanted to comment on your blog but can't dunno why...

Linus

Jaemy said...

dear linus,

yes i am zhiling's friend.
and i would like to think that i am your's as well.
just to avoid any unnecessary confusion, here are some random words that is associated with this particular Jaemy:

- starlight cinema
- dulous
- toa
- karaoke

May linus be able to differentiate the jaemy/jamies in zhiling's world now.
Oh, and i have testicles.

heh.

Adriene said...

aiyo.... cho chweet!

yeah, do save up to visit her in US, at least once before she returns. i think would be good for the relationship for you to see and live the life she has there, so you can understand her better and grow together.

hope to see u when im back in feb next yr!

Anonymous said...

Since you asked:
-well, in a nutshell, it's between you two. if I had a bf, and if he wrote stuff like that on a public blog, I'd probably kill him, but that's me =P-
(Becky)

jyhyian said...

:)
Have loads of fun both of you ..

I can't stop laughing... *sorry*
hahhahaa
it'll be a long run .. i guess this frequent 'petrol' input fr linus in this blogs would keep the whole thing running like ... forever.. :))

bulu roma menegak ..


yerrr... wahaha

zhiling said...

dearie... i love u

joyous said...

Hi, just stumbled upon your blog from someone else's blog. Such a sweet post and to have a guy like you so committed..that's awesome. In fact, your entry was very motivating as my bf and I are preparing for our 2 yrs of long distance too. Funny thing is, I think i'm an old friend of your gf, zhiling..along with another friend, Tsze Yenn from sunday school (GT). Please ask her if she remembers me as I would love to get in touch with her :) God bless.

-Joy-

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