Saturday, August 05, 2006

of sadness and a journey's end



linus .. linus .... i'm feeling rather calm with a fuzzy feeling inside me... asking myself am i crazy or not crazy? but i'm gonna trust my heart... and it says u're someone very special to me..zhiling 9th november 2005

On 9th November last year...a beautiful pixie fell in love with a very lucky froggie and they became a couple.Froggie is very sad to say that Pixie has left froggie on the night of August 3rd 2006 ending our relationship....Froggie was very sad the whole of today and did what any grown man would do....pour over old pictures of himself and pixie, hug a pillow and cry. A frog's gotta do what a frog's gotta do.

Froggie may try to appear funny but froggie is very sad.Henceforth, the shoot of froggie's next short film slated for next week will be push back three weeks...froggie is in no position to shoot a love story for the next couple of days.Tears corrodes celluloid.

On August 8th 2006, Froggie went to pixie's friend's place in cameron tower supposedly to fetch zhiling home...then pixie sat froggie down and said she's decided...pixie then sent froggie home...sad froggie walked in the cold rain from taman tun to cameron towers in gasing with the hopes that this crazy deed will win pixie's heart again because froggie and pixie always do crazy things......upon arriving at 5am, froggie has to sit outside for two hours in the cold waiting...for pixie to wake up...pixie didn't care to see froggie...pixie's friend tried to send froggie off with a security guard...froggie says please...I love pixie...just give froggie one more chance to see and talk...if she asks me to go I will. Pixie asked froggie to go. Head held low...froggie left...his world in shambles.

Froggie is very sad...and is trying very hard to win pixie back...but pixie wouldn't return froggie's call,sms or emails...even when froggie showed up infront of pixie's house, froggie only got to talk with pixie's dad...not pixie.Pixie first saw froggie at starlight cinema...it is very sad that froggie wouldn't get to go with her this year...

Next day froggie receive this email...

I'm truly sorry that i have to do this. but it do not nessasary means an end to our relationship. please understand that the time for an 'us' is not now.zhilling

Froggie did nothing wrong,neither did pixie.... it was just a situation that's too long to explain... it came as a shock...

Dear zhiling...

I love you...I thought we are stronger than this...you said to me at the start that "I only date if it leads to marriage" I immediately said okay and promised you that I am committed to see this through...even through long distance as you will be going to the states...and now...you walked away...I am sad but I wish you every happiness....you did say hopefully one day we will be again...well hopefully...but for now I am heartbroken and sad...Dear,talk to me....you always said one of us must always save the relationship when the other breaks...I am trying dear...

...it was a wonderful journey and I hope that I have brought you the joy and happiness you've brought me...I'll miss you...

I wish you a good trip to the USA dear…go with God’s blessing and come home safe and always be happy cause that’s how you’ll always be remembered in my heart…hopefully not for the last time dear…I love you…thank you for everything…

Dear...I will not call to disturb you...but am still here sobbing...please call me if you change your mind...

Linus

9 comments:

Vivien said...

whoa...real sorry to hear what had happened to u. but i suck in giving advices and also in the comforting part. anyway, just hang in there bro!

Bry™ said...

Hey bro, everything happens for a reason. Or so thats what I hear. Time heals everything. I know thats not what u wanna hear right now, but its true. *pat*

iluvtina said...

hang in there...

babyPup said...

it is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all - voltaire.

having talked to you mate, i understand your feelings. But sometimes we miss out the bigger picture. Just trust in God and leave it up to Him. if its your fate, u will find your way to each other again.

in the meantime, puppies have good soft fur to cry on ;P

Adriene said...

dear linus...

i am sorry to hear about this. i can feel how much you care for her.

please take good care of yourself. so that that someone special meant for you - whether it is pixie or someone else in God's plan - will see you in all your radiant, lovable, good self.

love,
adriene

Chris mackenzie said...

Hang in there bro.. i'm praying that you guys get back together soon.. just like me and clint..

Dee M said...

Hey there,saw you guys at rainforest music fest and thought"my,they're cute together".

I can truly understand you.I feel like that right now,losing something that I thought could be something great.It's not easy,day to day it's tough and I can't tell you if you'll make it through but some days you will,some days you won't.

But at the end of the day,we move on with scars on our hearts.Guarding ourself too much at times,and afraid to take risks.

I hope pixie will be yours one day and I hope my Guy will somehow be mine one day.For now,I weep with you.

kinkybluefairy said...

Hey dear... sorry to know you're in pain... but like someone above commented, better to have loved and lost then never loved at all

If you ever need an ear and a shoulder, you know which neighbour to call ;)

hugs.

Bry™ said...

Oi! Update la bugger...Muahahah

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